This is probably weird but I've only ever had sex with my best friend. We like to go down on each other when we're bored or horny. I enjoy it, but she's taking thing too far for me. She recently got a strap on and wants to use it on me like she's the man n our relationship. I'm desperate to find an actual guy to start to start seeing so I have an excuse not to do that with her. Can someone help me?